30.10.09

PAIN

actually im very dissapointed on u!
i reali cant accept the horrible facts!
it is surprise for m3!reali get shock!
dun say u dun like her!
scare she get hurt den try together??
wtf excuse?!no feel how together?
dun say ur heart stil at me here!
dun talk those nonsense for me!
my heart pain now~i feel scare when thinking of u!
i damn hate u now!


今天是我校的毕业典礼~
其实我应该觉得开心的~可是就因为某些人~
弄到我很没有mood!整场典礼就听不少耶稣~
然后就颁奖~顶!还要播那些丑照~哈哈~
大部分毕业生都上台唱歌~我和数位就坐在下面听~
心想~为什么我会在这里毕业~
全部生疏的面孔~根本哭不出来~
过后叻~~~呵呵~其实我知道有人要跟我告白的啦~
一坐下来就问我可不可以给次机会~
哇~要我怎样答你哦~
再看他多一眼~他就讲他认真的~
对不起~我真的没有感觉~
跟他讲sorry sorry我就走了~
然后就回班拿书包咯~照我都不想拍~
然后就跟他们say byebye~
就快点回咯~
走着的时候~心里有一大堆的话~
很想发泄出来~刚好有个朋友找我~
想了很久~我决定告诉我一路以来都不敢告诉的她~
讲了出来~我真的心舒服很多~


其实真的是我自己在意得太多~
如果我早点告诉这位朋友~
我想~现在就不会这样了~
一切都算了~多的是机会:)

22.10.09

nic3 song

I like tis song~ same as my feeling now~~haha~
[colbie caillet]
<falling for you>

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

P.M night~~

昨天(星期三)~我跟~去我第一次去的pasar malam~

呵呵~为了要去~就逃补国语的习~

永载我再去载倩~去到倩家~

又是那件衣~haha~

到了~很爽咯~第一次一边走一边吃那么多东西~

这个越来越搞笑~哈哈~

在那边遇到很多人咯~有我班的啦~班的~

有些他看到我没看到他~sms我才知道~

走到一半~我们买了要吃的东西~

就上去(返屋企)~F~没收我们的食物~

都进到去了~不好意思走的嘛~就在那边花了一杯水的钱!!

然后拍下照酱~的表情丰富~


过后就继续走咯~总之就很过瘾咯~废话不停:)

几久没有酱爽过啊~!!!可是给我知道有个8要破坏我名誉!

Erm~讲回近况咯~今天22~也就是离30好不远~

也就同等离我毕业的时间不远~

当然~很多人都会不舍得的啦~可是我就不同~恨不得快点~

不是我冷血!不是我无情!只是在这里没有感情~

刚考完试~现在都没有教书的~所以~

现在在学校的每一秒~都过得拿命啊!慢到~~~~~~又闲哦~辛苦!!

有时更是顶不顺某些人!我睡觉!偷拍我哦!!妈的!最讨厌的了!

可是我忍!!不要发泄出来!

我逐渐变得内向~不想咯!!

Anywhere~~希望30号的到来^ ^

19.10.09

FrIsT

stop了无名几个月了~coz~lazy~+ It Was OUT!!
突然又想写blog~因为太多事情难言~
所以就开了个新的咯~可是暂时就不要给人知道啦~
写多点才宣布~haha~
得空再上来啦:)